Busy

Again, it has taken me far too long to write another post and for that I am sincerely sorry. My schedule has been a little off lately due to some severe exhaustion, class cancelations, and working like I’m broke. Oh wait. I am broke. Nevermind…

This past weekend was a 4 day weekend for me and I cannot tell you where the time went. I really just have no idea. I know Friday I had a doctors appointment and work at job #1. That shouldn’t have taken all day, but lo and behold, I did absolutely nothing else. Well, that’s a lie. I spent approx. an hour and 15 minutes at Elle’s house. I just love her. Best maid of honor EVER. <3 really though, she is.

Saturday the weather was awful, but I spent my morning/mid afternoon at a wedding for M’s mom’s best friend. It was a wonderfully beautiful same sex marriage in Washington, D.C.. I took pictures with M’s moms camera and should have them eventually. I’d love to show you. They each work tuxedo’s sans jacket (they’re women) and looked absolutely stellar. I do wonder, though, why most of the gay women there had short hair… almost masculine hair. I’ve never understood that. They are all in their mid-late(er) 40’s or so, and a lot of straight women cut all their hair off around then too. I don’t know. I think it’s a strange correlation. Anyway… Saturday night I was supposed to work at job #2… but I was rained out. Bad weather made me lose out on a lot of money this weekend. I am not very happy about that. What amazes me is that I did nothing with the three free hours I found myself in. I did, however, watch Maryland lax ALMOST beat Johns Hopkins. It was an admirable game, and there is no blame in losing like that in overtime. There just isn’t. I’m still proud of you, boys.

Sunday was puppy class! I’m not enjoying the intermediate puppy class as much as I enjoyed beginner. I feel like I paid the same amount of money for significantly less education. I hate it when I go and pay to learn something and then I don’t learn anything. It’s highly dissatisfying. I’m not a fan. So, in a funk because I’m dissatisfied with my intermediate-dog-owner-training, I came home and watched TV all day. Literally, all day. I watched so much TV that the TV actually stopped displaying picture for some time. M’s moms thought I broke it. I felt bad. It’s new – and then I remembered a magical word — “warranty”. But don’t worry. I didn’t actually break it. I don’t know what happened, but it worked just fine today. All day. I would know, because I watched TV all day – again. I can’t remember what I watched yesterday, but today I watched Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part I on bluray. Loooooove it. :D I was supposed to watch The Tempest and begin working on my paper for it, but my lack of motivation amazes me.

I must be stressed. This is how I get when I’m stressed … completely and entirely unproductive. When I allow myself to feel overwhelmed I just shut down and spend all of my time either trying to forget the impending doom or hoping to God that I’ll make it through alive. Yes, stress is present. It’s also represented by the nearly $10 I spent on ice cream today. Guess what? Ice cream is already gone. Ugh. I’m disgusting.

So. That was my weekend. Productive? Not at all. Relaxing? Mildly. I really need to get my sh*t together.

Does anyone else out there have this completely-stressed-but-can’t-seem-to-do-anything-at-all problem?

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One Comment to “Busy”

  1. I have to say I admire how adult and mature your weekend appears to be. Living in College Park, the most mature part of my past weekend was probably deciding to take a shower before going out Friday night. It’s pretty weird how people in the same age group can have such different levels of maturity. I can’t help but feel like that may be why you’re getting married too and feel so comfortable with it, the high level of maturity.

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